Heartbroken

I know it’s been a while since I’ve been on here, but I guess I really just haven’t had much to say.  I get up, go to work, come home, shower, and watch TV.  It’s seriously depressing and rut-full.  (?)

Last night at 1:15 AM, my great grandfather passed away.  He had been doing badly for a while, but this past week they found a whole bunch of health problems, he was in the hospital, he got sent home with hospice, and now he’s gone.

Now that I’m writing I don’t want to anymore.

I guess I just want to say, it sucks to be on the other side still.

I’ll miss you so much, Papa.  Thank you for always being there for me.

And while you passed away almost eight years ago now, I still miss you, Grandma.  I love you.